Sunday, January 27, 2008

An official F U to January 2008

This month sucks. I could list a bunch of reasons why but the cherry on the cake for me was my wallet getting stolen last weekend on the subway in Milan. Good thing is that I've joined a gym to keep my sanity and it has been helping a whole lot. My diva trainer, Andrea (it's a guy, people) who pirouettes between weight machines and chassès down the rows of treadmills, has been efficiently kicking my ass in a very TLC way. (And I swear, "Andrea"s follow me everywhere in life! My adviser at Montclair State University, my adviser at Rutgers, my go-to person at University of Wisconsin, my tutor at the high school here...all Andrea!!)

Oh and did you hear? Italy's government has fallen for the umpteenth time. Nothing new, just another day here in the land of nothing working. Here's a good article about it and what's really going on behind closed doors.

Good things? Weather is pretty nice here in the Land of May. No need for a jacket during the day time, just a long sleeve shirt.

Last but not least: Happy Birthday Mom! Wish I was there to give you birthday punches. Just kidding. About the punches. Wish I was there though. =)

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Yay for snowboarding battlewounds!

I love being my masochistic self these days.


Achtung: slightly gruesome pics to follow!







I wonder how these bruises were even possible? It's not even anatomically possible to fall on the inside of your leg while snowboarding.




Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Flat Stanley goes on a guilt trip!

Here's the story of a young man named Flat Stanley who likes to see the world. His job is to travel around to help children discover different places and cities around the globe. So I showed him around Milan and Berlin and sent the pics to his creator, my little cousin Sabrina, so she could show and tell her second grade class about Flat Stanley's adventures! :)

Flat Stanley on the way to Berlin from Milan:



Whoops! Too much turbulence (and bad airplane food!)


Stan in front of the Germany Reichstag (German Parliament) and in front of a famous DDR Trabi here. The original maker of this typical East German communist car is Volkswagen ("people's car") aka VW.


The Victory Column, with angel Victoria protecting her city from atop.


Brandenburg Gate. This is the main symbol of Berlin (along with the Victory Column, they are on the same street.) Napoleon liked the chariot, called the Quadriga, on top of the gate so much that in 1806 he stole it! He brought it to Paris but then the Germans stole it back around 1814.


At the Holocaust Memorial.


Flat Stanley's awesome tour guides! :)


Checkpoint Charlie, or where all the different sectors of post-WWII Berlin met.

Milan:


Duomo!


At the Prada shop in the Galleria, where Stan got a new suit.


The Scala Theatre. Stanley is a huge fan of classical music, as are his learned tour guides.


Paying homage to Leonardo Da Vinci. Stanley says he looks just like that guy Leonardo drew way back when. Right?


Sforzesco Castle.


In Legnano, in front of one of the first octagonal churches ever built!


Say a lil prayer for you!

Monday, January 21, 2008

Boarding in the Alps!

Went snowboarding in the Alps yesterday (yes, I know, I'm so posh...) and it was simply perfect. Exactly what I needed. We got up at 5am to catch the 6am bus for a 3 hour ride to Champoluc in the region of Valle d'Aosta, a skiing resort very near to Matterhorn (called Cervino in Italian), so near the border with France and Switzerland (northwest Italy.) A bright, sunny day on the mountains, a few friends and some fresh powder to cushion my ass when I fell. Haha! I especially provided some awesome comic relief for at least 15 other boarders/skiiers when I face planted into a pile of fresh powder. Yep, face first, no hands involved. (I wish I had a video of it, I'm still laughing about it as I type this!)

6 solid hours of boarding is very cathartic, especially breathing deep on the ski lifts and enjoying the views from the top of the Alps on a day like this:



Paige, me, Daniele, and Beatrice. (Part of the Italian Thanksgiving feast clan!)


Psyched was an understatement!


That was one helluva long ski lift!


Although I wasn't quick enough to whip out the digicam and capture them on film, along the way on the ski lifts, you'd see this teeny wooden & stone cottages, decrepit, some with only 2 walls left, dating back hundreds of years ago, half-covered in snow and seemingly frozen in time. Beautiful.






A view from the top.










*happiness* :)

Sunday, January 20, 2008

The Italian School System.

Ok, I have had a bit of the January, for many reasons other than it being the post-holiday season, but we won't get into that here...But I'm back. This post is just something I had been working on since November.

So, what a paradox it is. I knew it would be culture shock entering school doors but from my experience of 2 months so far at my high school, it's quite sad and pathetic from so many view points. And there's no way I can't compare it to the American school system, so don't ask me to be unbiased. I just can't do it.

Let me just speak about the infrastructure and history of the high school before getting to the actual day-to-day routines. Firstly, the school is considered to be pretty average in overall performance and echelon of teachers and students alike. That said, here are some specifics about my particular school:

  • The Carlo Dell'Acqua High School was founded 90 years ago. It has been renovated not once since its inception. The gray and puke-colored paint is chipping off and even parts of the walls and ceilings are crumbling.
  • There are three branches of the high school spread out just outside the city center, all within a 10-15 minute walking distance to one another.
  • Most toilets inside the school are turkish toilets. From what I hear, though, there is a normal (western?) toilets in some mysteriously hidden location in the school but I haven't once gone to the bathroom there not once and nor do I ever wish to. Toilet paper and soap dispenser replenishments aren't regularly scheduled, although I see cleaning crew on the premises daily.
  • The entire school is graffitied (sp?) inside and out, especially classrooms.
  • There is no cafeteria.
  • There is no gym (although some colleagues would say that there is, and it consists of the 40'x50' blacktop courtyard where boys play soccer.)
  • There is no library (although some colleagues would say that there is, and it consists of 3-4 bookshelves and 3-4 tables with 3-4 chairs at the top of the 2nd floor landing.)
  • There is a computer lab and the computers are hooked up to cable modem. However, as I witnessed firsthand in a failed lesson, the internet connection is usually slower than 56k/dial-up and the computer date back from god knows when. All of them make that loud, crackling "I'm working really hard for you" type of noise that reminds me of my family's first computer circa the early 90s.
  • In the (only) teacher's lounge, there is 1 functioning computer (read: dating sometime in the early 2000s) for 180 teachers to use. There are 2 printers (one is at least a decade old, the other about 7-8 years old) that frequently run out of ink, naturally, because of mentioned amount of teachers.
  • There is 1 copy machine that frequently runs out of paper-- and copy paper does not necessarily get re-supplied often. When you do request paper, the computer tech has to come shuffling down the corridor just to put the paper in the machine for you, (apparently since teachers aren't capable), and inject some snide comments about how we teachers just eat paper here, at least three or four times in a row before leaving you to your task. The copy machine gets refilled perhaps once per day.
NB: There are, however, at least 3 coffee machines that I've taken notice of on the first floor alone.

In all honesty, this school (and many Italian high schools) is probably on par with some of the poorest urban schools in the entire United States.

With that in mind, let's carry on to the daily functioning.

Time: Highschoolers in Italy get to spend not 5 but 6 days per week in this lovely, modern, technologically-capable, overly accommodating edifice. School hours are from 8:15am until 1:35pm with one 10 minute break from 10:55 until 11:05 for a snack...that is, if you're quick enough to -- eating in class and being late to class is frequently not acceptable (not that a verbal scolding does much other than possibly a slight embarrassment on the student's part.) At the end of each period (or is it the beginning? I haven't quite figured that out yet) the bell rings once to signify the end (or beginning?) of a new period. Oh, and during that ten-minute break, pop/rock/dance music is blasted throughout every single hallway by the "bidelli" or women/men that serve as hall monitors and general school wardens. See my video of the daily break here. Most of these uniformed school guards/general caretakers are pretty cranky, too, and reluctantly use the formal You with all teachers, despite the fact that most of them think they do more work that teachers do. (From what I've seen so far of the amount of work most Italian teachers do compared to the bidelli, I wouldn't doubt that.) Oh, and if you want chalk, you have to ask the bidelli. They are the protectors of chalk.

Space: Students do not change class; the teachers do. Teachers have a very tiny "casella" (drawer with a hinged door and key lock) in which to put all their teacherly belongings, personal items and any other items that you could possibly think of shoving into a 12"x14"x6" space. To say that each classroom is bare bones = nail meets head. Desks, teacher's desk, chairs, blackboards that generally are no larger than 5'x2'. Erasers are bath sponges. Bits of chalk the size of my fingernail. Maybe a cabinet, if you're lucky. (But to store what? Teachers don't have classrooms, they have their caselle!) The division, sharing and lack of space creates a very interesting dynamic in the school. More on this in just a bit.

Rules and Discipline: Basically None .

Note: As we all know in Italy, the exception is the rule. As far as I know, school rules do exist. Nevertheless, and much less Italy in general, enforcement and implementation does not. (John Dewey would be so proud to know that the Dell'Acqua functions as a microcosm of society!) I mean, it's like the reverse tree-falling-in-the-forest dilemma: if a rule is written on paper but no one enforces it, does it really exist? Let me explain more: first thing you need to know is that Italian students do not shut the hell up. EVER. Moving on. I've actually devised several 'games/rules' so that the students will stop talking when I'm talking or when another student or reading/talking. I draw a vertical line on the blackboard and erase a big chunk whenever a student is talking when he shouldn't be, not paying attention when he should be, is unprepared, horsing around, etc. If the line becomes completely erased, then we have a written or oral quiz or an essay to write, all which count for a grade. I must say, it works fairly well.

Roles: Each classroom has a class coordinator, sort of like homeroom teacher but much more responsible for keeping general tabs on students. Disciplinary action exists momentarily, mainly when one teacher decides she needs to execute crowd control. It's like this: imagine a riot and a police barricade-- the rioters always inching the barricade further and further while police officers fail to edge them back. On the same page? Ok. Teachers frequently yell at the students but it's futile because beyond the verbal tirade, there is no consequence. I'm not saying that I'm a keen supporter of typically American punishment methods such as detention or suspension. But I do believe there are such things as positive or possibly rewarding games and/or consequences that a teacher can impose on her students in order to keep a basic line of order in the classroom. If a teacher is yelling at her students on a daily basis (even just to get them to shut the f@^& up), and there is no consequence, then of course the action will continue. It simply becomes habit and students will push the boundaries as far as they possibly can. Therefore, it's a constant tug of war to even execute carefully-planned lessons. Most exercises that I plan for classes here take twice as long as they took when I taught at Paramus High School. But I don't have the luxury of time here either, because each class is 50 minutes long (just as they were at PHS.) I should mention that the students have "libretti" which are little passport-like books that serve as student-IDs/report cards/progress reports all in one. The teacher writes in the libretto, the student must then give it to his parent and have him/her sign whatever page the teacher wrote on (whether it be for a grade or behavior comments) and that's pretty much it. What a crap system, IMO. Today I wrote comments in 2 students' libretti (simply because they were acting like uncontrollable animals in class) but probably nothing will happen. A slap on the hand from the parents, if that. Also, another thing which I find funny, is that students actually are given tickets (just like the ones cops give you-- ie, the tickets are government-issued), for smoking. If caught smoking indoors, the student has to pay 25 euros, most likely mailed in to the local government or perhaps directly at the post office (where all bills are paid.)

Consequences: Dire. While there are a few motivated, energetic, original teachers at the high school, most teachers don't really lesson plan but just wing it, only using the one textbook required for the class. (For all you non-teachers: most of the time it takes hours to plan even just one lesson effectively. It's an exhausting experience that only gets less-exhausting with time....and I'm still a newbie.) Working at an American high school, I'm used to having my own classroom chock full of materials, closets busting four wall-covering white boards on 2 adjacent walls, an overhead projector, a transparency projector, a stereo, numerous computers and printers (including a computer and printer just for the teacher) maps, decor, and pretty much anything else I could possibly think of that I would need to bring into a classroom to make it feel like a place for learning, not a place to be locked up in for several hours a day.

So. What I've realized so far about the general dynamic of teacher and student? As I mentioned before, the division, sharing and lack of space defines the relationships between everyone. Teachers have absolutely no personal space-- they actually have no space at all. So it's no wonder that as soon as teachers here run off and carry on with their lives as soon as they are finished with their classes for the day. It's no wonder that teachers feel absolutely no attachment to their students and never succeed in knowing any of their students' names (A full time teacher has 6 classes in Italy. A full-time teacher in the US has 5 classes. Within 3 weeks, I knew every single child's name.) It's no wonder that class management doesn't exist; because the students are confined to one rectangular or square space for the entire day, they become the rulers of their space. How can a teacher set a tone when s/he is the one entering the students' space each day? Do you really think that the students will listen to and abide by each rotating teachers' rules and guidelines (which change every 50 minutes)? Do you think that teachers can or are willing to develop relationships with their students, get to know them personally, understand their hardships, their learning intelligences, their home life situations? Hardly. So having just a 'casella' as your own personal and professional space is sending a terrible, inherent message to the teacher that they don't even realize because they haven't experienced any other scholastic system: you are just an employee here; just get out after your work is done; don't bother developing relationships with your students to better understand their background, home life, or learning intelligences. There is literally no place to go except for the teacher's room (which is for the most part, always freezing-- another subtle message?) to go to your casella and use the 1 functioning computer amongst 180 teachers.

While my personal teaching philosophy is that the students guide your curriculum-- your students' learning processes, opinions, likes/dislikes, etc must act as a general guide on how to plan your courses. For example, I'm not going to plan an English lesson where my class must debate for 50 minutes about stem cell research when I know they are extremely reticent and need tons of coaxing with simpler methods. And if you don't plan lessons that interest them in the slightest, how the hell can you be a successful teacher with you get through to them and have them learn successfully anyway?

As for me, with limited time (I see 12 different classes per week; none repeat), extremely limited resources, it's a pretty desperate feeling. Nonetheless, as they say, when you do what you love best, you still find a way to make it enjoyable and emanate that passion to your students. It's not always that easy (I've already had my share of failed lessons for any numbers of reasons, including horrible class behavior, malfunctioning printer and/or copier, or simply just not having chosen the right sort of lesson for that class and level.) But then some days you get some kids who are policing the other students for you because he or she wants to learn. Or you enter a class and a student immediately comes up to you with a huge grin and asks, "What will we learn today!?" or you see that look in their eye that says, "Woah, I think I get it now."
And that makes it all worth it.

A few pics:

I love this class! 2nd year students.


During the 10 minute recess.


Some nice spackle work there.


And even nicer artwork on the walls.


Stairway leading to... nothing.


More vandal-- err, artwork.


Gettin' some Italian java.


Hello, young squires!


All the coffee options make mah head asplode.


Two great students. I teach them American history.

Friday, January 4, 2008

Photos of my holiday time in Germany..

Sort of reluctantly back in Legnano after 2 and a half weeks of Germany with my amazing and better half. And two and a half weeks of speaking German, woohoo! The only thing I don't miss about Germany is the ass-freezing weather. Oof. Enjoy some pics:


Pre-Christmas in Berlin:


An angel and elf at the KaDeWe (Kaufhaus des Westens, the überchic department store) in Berlin.


The KaDeWe Tannenbaum. And me looking just like it.


Kufürstendamm Street, or the Ku-damm, the main shopping strip in Berlin. Notice Germany's most famous symbol there in the background like the Northern star.


Christmas market at Zoologischer Garten, aka Zoo, a main center of Berlin.






Christ that's a lot of mushrooms. Lots of greasy food and alcohol available at these markets.






Ginger cookies, or lebkuchen. Bought this one as part of Michi's Christmas present, it says I love you on it in German. =)


Glühwein is hot malted wine. It´s a German thing.


Got yell--- yea, you know the rest.


This is Suicide Bomber Santa, aka Suicide Santa with Mini Me at his side in Michi's Berlin apartment. When Santa is ready to blow, Mini Me will just jump on his head to trigger him.


Infamous Duo waiting to strike.


Christmas in Michi's hometown, Mirow, which is about 2 hours north of Berlin:


Christmas Lunch with Michi and his mother. Veggie/Herb soup, (tofu veggie pattie for me on the left there) and fruit soup (kinda like an awesome smoothie, but they just eat it with a spoon instead of drink it with a straw.)


"Who's the cool guy on the right side?" --Michi


O Tannenbaum, O Tannenbaum, wie schön sind deine Blätter. Du grünst nicht nur zur Sommerzeit nein auch im Winter wenn es schneit, O Tannenbaum, O Tannenbaum...




Michi and his mom, who really dislikes taking pictures.


Mirow, Germany and its countryside. Going for a walk after lunch.












Make love to zeh camera!








Oma, Opa, Michi and his Mutti.


Opening the present on Christmas Eve afternoon.


Playing a German card game whose name I cannot repeat here because it's a (sort of) bad word in English!


An Italian restaurant in Mirow, which is an hour and 45 minutes north of Berlin. "I wouldn't recommend going there." --Michi


Mirow Village. I think.






Alles Gute zum Geburtstag to me! (Happy Birthday to me!)


Out for a birthday lunch at a traditional German restaurant.


The restaurant was also an Inn, with a big backyard complete with bonfire...Reminded me of my family's house in upstate New York.


Back in Berlin, on our way to see the incredibly amazing Berlin Philharmonic on Dec. 30th. They were so amazing, I got shivers up and down my body and cried at the end of their performance.






Larger-than-life Legos in Potsdamer Platz.




First snow I ever saw in Berlin. The last day I was in Berlin, it rained during the day and so at night, the entire city turned into one big ice skating rink. Yay! (Er, 'cept for that whole pelvis bone-breaking scenario potential.)



That's all folks!


A link to the rest of the pics.